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It's Strange, But I'm Looking Forward For Tomorrow

2006-01-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

I'm halfway done with my projects. *cheers* Hehe!! I was working on it the whole day and the last thing I have to do for now is to study for my Bio test on Friday. Yep, then, I'm so free! Hehe!! Anyways, I slept late last night, as usual. But I'm quite used to it. I slept at past 12 a.m. Fortunately, I was still able to wake up early the next day for my school work. Hehe! This is the last day of my weekend. So after I finish studying for my test, I'll try to have fun as much as I can before school starts again tomorrow. Hmmmmm, but it's kind of strange. Because for the first time, I am quite looking forward for it. Yep, I'm expecting a lot of nice things to happen tomorrow, just not exactly sure what they are. Hmmmm, anyways, I'll just find it out for myself. *wink*

It Feels So Good To Be Somebody's Cupid

2006-01-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yep, it definitely feels good to make someone happy. Happy birthday RJ!!! I hope you liked my gift. Haha! Anyways, my day today was so hectic! I worked on my projects the whole day. Yeah, I was right. I didn't enjoyed my Saturday. The moment I woke up, the first thing that entered my mind was that all my projects are due next week! Ugh!!! *cramming mode* Yep, cramming mode it is. Until now, for approximately 9 hours, I'm still working on my projects. I have only accomplished three out of eleven or twelve I think. And I already spent 9 hours on it!!! Ugh! Anyway, I still haven't talked to him since this morning. Hmmmm, but I guess I will soon. Hopefully. *sad mode* *sighs* -=-missing someone-=-

So So Stressed!

2006-01-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

It's finally Friday again. *whew* In approximately 4 hours, here comes the weekends! Haha!! I'm really excited because finally, I can sleep as long as I want. I can be relaxed without worrying about those school works. But along those two days of "excitement", I need to work on my projectS. Haha!! As in projectS. So I guess I won't be able to enjoy my weekends as well because of those projects. *sigh* There goes my life. Ugh!! Anyways, I'm half-way out of loneliness right now. Haha!! I guess I'm happy with what I have. I admit that I really committed a BIG BIG mistake about THAT thing but finally, I am able to fix things up. And I'm sooo satisfied!!! Haha!!

A Normal But Relaxing Monday

2006-01-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

It's a typical Monday afternoon for me. Well not actually. A typical Monday afternoon should be tiring and boring since I have to be in school. But right now, I'm at home, in front of my PC, typing an entry for my blog. Obviously, we don't have classes for today since it's our Free Day after the three long, exhausting Intramurals days. I don't have much to right about since nothing extraordinary has yet happened. Haha!! So I guess I'm just going to end my entry for today and write soon...whenever. Oh yeah, I'm having second thoughts right now if I'm going with my friends later at Frio. Oh well!

Living The Suite Life

2006-01-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I was on this road trip going to my relatives' rest house in Cavite. Well, it's more of a rest hut actually. Haha! At first, I was so suprised when we arrived because it wasn't anything like I pictured in mind. What I thought was a house located in a subdivision. But what I saw in reality was a big hut located near a farm where many sheep were gazing. And another factor of my surprised reaction was that I was wearing the wrong outfit --- with my high heels and all that! Haha! I should have listened to my sister. Haha!! Anyways, I really thought that I wasn't going to survive in there since it's far off of civilization. Haha! But fortunately, I did. *cheers*

Making Decisions Is A Very Big Part Of Your Life And It's Not Easy

2006-01-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

Each one of us is always faced with choices and decisions in life. Sometimes it's easy but most of the time, it's difficult. Because on each decision we make, there is always a consequence faced. I myself cannot decide what's best for me. I make the wrong decisions most of the time. And when I make the right one, it feels so great! It's like you know how to live your life. But recently, I was faced with another decision to make. And to tell you frankly, I made one up easily and without thinking deeply. Currently, I feel so bad because up to now, I'm still in doubt if I made the right choice. Well actually, deep inside, I feel like I didn't. I have no one else to blame but me, I guess also HIM. But I feel not. Confusing ayt? I shouldn't blame him because he doesn't know anything about what's happening to me right now. He doesn't know anything about my life because he doesn't care. Well, I think that clears things out. I should not blame him because he doesn't have anything to do with me. *fine* But I really, REALLY wish that THAT one decision I made that could have made me happy, will somehow come back. *tears*

Third Place --- Not Bad

2006-01-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

Third place!!! Wuhoo!!! *cheer* All of our hardwork paid off. At first, we all thought that we were going to be drenched by the freshmen because of our very low scores. Haha! But fortunately, we were able to catch up and retrieve the third place position. The seniors were really on our side. And we too, the sophomores, we were on the senior's side. We love their batch because they have been very nice to us. Haha!! Yep! It really feels good to win. Even though we didn't get the champion award, we still feel like winners. I'm sure that we already proved something. I hope that next year, we will still do better. Go sophies!!!

Please Stop Staring At Me, You Already Have Her

2006-01-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

It is the second day of our Intramurals. Me and my berx almost spent our whole afternoon in the gym, watching basketball. And yep, we cheered our lungs out. Haha!! That same afternoon, Ms. Nadine asked us to collect the money we need for our cheering, per section. I teamed up with Thea since we're classmates. *duh* Haha!! So it will be easier for the both of us to collect the payments of our classmates. Well anyways, fast forward (haha!), Bea and I went to the gym. We passed by Tinek and his friends. Of course, as much as I possibly can, I tried to be "constant" with my reaction --- or N.R to be short. Haha!! B10 (another one of our codenames) was also there where Tinek and his friends were. For further info, B10 was one of my EX. *ex-crusshie* Haha!! Moving on, the moment we passed by them, Bea told me that Tinek was looking at me. *sigh* But since I have a "talent" of refraining to show my true feelings and reactions, I just tried to be N.R once again. Well, it's better anyway. After all, he has his own life now and he chose it. And oh yeah, he and Utak are not yet "OK". Utak still has her feelings for this guy. Sometimes, I can't help but feel sorry and hurt for Tinek because Utak likes another guy. Well actually LOVES. But... It's just how it's supposed to be. I can't promise him that I will still be there when he needs someone to cry on to. Because obviously, I also have my own life. I just wish him luck with his. *sigh*

Go Sophies!

2006-01-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

Today is the first official day of our Intramurals. As usual, I didn't had any games so I ended up as a part of the steering commitee. Haha!! I really hate it! It was so boring because you can't do anything during the game. This is the second year that I became part of the steering commitee. And I really vow to myself that it will also be the last. Haha!! Anyways, my day today was so tiring! The moment we were dismissed from our cheering practice, I immediately thought of going home to rest. Hmmm... This day was also one of the worst days for me EVER. *sigh* A number of unexpected things happened. And believe me, it was no good! I almost tripped in front of my EX-crusshie and his berx because of a damn soccer ball. Haha!! I bumped into a number of people a while ago and me and my berx almost went into a fight. Fortunately, we're OK. Haha!! Anyways, a new revelation was once again revealed. Haha!! Hmmm... Tinek and Utak (codenames) seems OK by now. Thea and Bea told me that they were together a while ago. Honestly, I was really suprised but I just let it pass. After all, I can't do anything. And it will only be my burden if I will let it strike me. And oh, I RAN into HIM. Haha!! Another one of my secrets. *wink* So anyways, it's almost dinnertime. See you around guys!!! *sooo tired*

I'm Good!!!

2006-01-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

It feels good to be back. Actually, I just updated my bloggie yesterday but it was kind of in a hurry because I was using another PC. I'm not comfortable using other people's PC, really. Well anyways, it was a really tiring day for me. We practiced our cheering the whole afternoon without any breaks! Haha!! But it's OK. I think it's for the better anyway. After our practice, I decided on going home early because I really want to rest. But it was quarter to 6, so it will be so hard to commute since there are also lots of people waiting for tryks. So, I just thought of walking home. Bea was the first one to separate with us while we helped Fiona find a tryk. After that, Thea and I also went home at past 6. The moment I got in our house, Bea called me on the phone and told me all about her uber *kilig* moments with Triple M a while ago. Haha!! And besides that, Thea also encountered her own *kilig* moment with Startalk. Both of my friends totally thanked me because if it wasn't for my idea of going home early and walking home in the first place, none of their *kilig* moments would have happened. Haha!! I'm good!!! But come to think of it, nothing special happened to me. But it's OK. As long as two of my best friends are happy, I'm fine. *smile*

Why Is It That Everytime I Try To Reach On To Somebody And Try To Be Happy, You Pull Me Back To You And Always Say You Never Want Me?!

2006-01-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

Seems dramatic, ayt? Haha!! Well not so much. Anyways, it's Sunday, 6:01 P.M. As all of you know, Sunday is my working day. Haha!! I finished all of my assignments a while ago, thank goodness! Well actually, not all. I still haven't solved the two other problems of my Math assignment. Hmmm...What's new? Haha!! OK my mind is really blank right now. I'm still tired from our practices. I didn't enjoy my Saturday yesterday because I have to be in school, practicing our cheering for our Intramurals. It was soooo damn tiring!!! But after our practice at 4:00 P.M, me and my berx went to Outbox. Yep, it was OK! Haha!! We made fun of all the people we see there. Haha!! My tummy really ached because of laughing. And the food was great. It was really fun. Hmmm, what else? I woke up real late a while ago. 11:00 A.M I think. Then after, I worked on my assignments. Currently, it's my free time. Nothing else to do. Haha!! I have to gain energy for tomorrow. More practice!!! Hmmmph! Anyways, what's with my post title? Hmmm... *reminisce mode* Yep, it's true. Why is that everytime you try to be happy with someone, you always get haunted by your past? I mean what's up with that?! Don't I deserve to be happy even just for a while in my life? To that guy...Please, please, please!!! Please set me free...

So Tiring But I Love It Anyway

2006-01-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

OK, currently, my whole body still aches!!! I just got home from school, well I think it was an hour and a half ago. We had our EOP a while ago at Mt. Makiling. Really, it was so tiring! I mean the mountain was soooo damn high, slippery and muddy. And we have to get across it as part of our trip. Oh God!!! I really, REALLY hated it! Especially the part when you have to get down the slopes with support from ropes. Those ropes weren't really enough for support!! Haha! Fortunately, my classmates were there to help me. Haha!! Namely, Carlo, Paolo, Nick and RJ. Haha!! Thanks guys!! OK, so what else? Hmmm... Yeah, the water in the river was sooo damn freezing. Haha!! But I really loved it. It was relaxing? Haha! But surely, it was an assurance that I really DID survived that freakin' hiking. Oh and we never got the chance to wash ourselves up after bathing in the river. Haha!! I felt so itchy, uncomfortable and DIRTY!! Yep... Haha!! We got to school really early, compared to the first batch. 5:30 I think? Well anyways, even though with our super, over tired body, we still need to go to school tomorrow...unfortunately! So I need that rest I'm soooo longing for. TC always guys!! Kisses!!!! *mwah* *mwah* *mwah*

---My Heroes For This Day---

^Carlo Villegas

^Paolo Gervacio

^Nick Fabian

^RJ Camacho

~Thanks so much guys!!!!!!!!! Thanks for the help! Lav yah all!!!!! *hugs*

~*> Yep, he did!!! <*~ It was the only thing that made me LOVE this trip...

Wuhoo!!! Mt. Makiling!!!

2006-01-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be our second EOP in high school. I forgot what EOP stands for but I think instead of using the words "field trip" for out-of-school trips, we use EOP. Well anyways, I am really prepared for that big day tomorrow. I already fixed my things and Thea and I went food shopping a while ago. Haha!! We went to VP to buy our foods for the trip. Well, I didn't spent much of my money because I only bought two bags of chips since I'm easily carsick. While Thea almost spent P600. Haha!! That girl has a really big appetite. Haha!! I need to wake up as early as 4:00 a.m tomorrow morning because I have to be in school at 5:30. Wuhoo!! I'm so excited! Haha!! Anyways, gotta run. Still have lots of preparations to do. Haha!! And oh by the way, our first official cheering practice was soooo damn exhausting!!!!!!!

***I really wish he will come for me***

Short Memory Loss --- Haha!!

2006-01-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

We have this thin, sort of a "magazine" type of thingy in our class in Bio which we have to study from cover-to-cover. It is what we call the DEADLY BatoBalani. Haha!! Yep, and we have a quiz about it tomorrow. So of course, being the new, reformed Sahmm as I am (haha!), I need to study for it. I don't want to flunk again!! Haha! And oh yeah one more thing, we also have our seatwork in Math tomorrow. Argh!! My two most favorite subjects. Haha!! Fortunately, during seatworks in Math, we are always allowed to open our notes for references. But I have no plan of taking advantage of our open-notes-seatworks. Of course I'm still going to study for it. Haha!! *nerd mode* Hmmm... Not really, I just want to make up for my nearly-flunking grades on that FREAKIN' subject. Haha!! Anyways, have you ever experienced that moment when you really studied hard for that quiz and then when you receive the questionnaire, you're mind suddenly goes blank? Haha!! Yep, me, a lot of times already! It's really frustrating!! Haha! So I just wish it wouldn't happen to me tomorrow. Oh this test is just so important for me!!! Actually not only for me, even for my fellow classmates in SDN. Haha!! Hi guys!!! *wave* Anyways, gotta run. Still have to study for math. *nerdy-nerd mode*

I Am So Pissed Off

2006-01-07T15:57:00.000+08:00

I already finished updating my four accounts in friendster. I also added music videos on my latest account. Well, I really want to customize it and besides, it plays my favorite song. Hmmm, actually, my second favorite song since I can't find the video of Passenger Seat. It's really hard to find. Ugh!! Well anyways, today is Saturday so as usual, I spent my whole day in front of my PC. Sunday is my working day. Haha!! That is when I'll do my assignments and study for seatworks and quizzes. OK so I'm left alone here in our house, since a while ago. Of course I want to spend my Saturday full of relaxation so I didn't bother heading for the mall today. And besides, I'm kinda low on cash. Haha!! Yep, I spent it all up last Christmas. Anyways, I'm waiting for my mom and my sis to arrive from Alabang. Then after, we will go AGAIN to my cousin's house. Ugh!! I really don't feel like going. I just want to spend my whole day here in our house. Let's just see later on if my mom will allow me. Anyways, I'm still going to check my mails so just leave a comment guys!!! *smile*

Here Comes The Weekends

2006-01-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

It's Friday! Wuhoo!!! I surely did missed our three-week Christmas break. I'm still longing for that all day DVD marathon at home while lying down in a nice, cool, soft sofa or bed. The long hours of internet surfing and non-stop chatting and texting. Having your whole day of freedom without worrying about mind-boggling quizzes and exercises, not to mention long and hard-to-find assignments and research works. *sigh* But it's back to reality. Ugh!! Here comes stress! Haha!! But anyways, I'm just going to enjoy my weekend. Yep, we surely have many assignments but I'm sure I can do them all without cramming. Haha!! So OK, my day at school went great. I went home late than usual, 7:15 p.m I think. Bea and I bonded with RJ and Chit-Chit at school. Haha! It's really fun to be with them. Like you can talk about all kinds of stuffs without being conscious or uncomfortable. You can get along with them easily and real fine. I felt so bad with my Filipino grade. I went down with 8 points!!! Ugh! Honestly, I really don't know what's happening with me. I had a talk with my mom about my grades a while ago during dinner. I felt really nervous that time and so near to crying. I am really grateful that my mom understood my situation easily. That is why I really promise myself to do better in the last quarter, at least good enough to pass second year. Haha!! So OK, that boy... Hmmm... It was also OK. Haha!! Not so much moments but, I'm not longing for any anyway. Haha!! And oh yeah, one more thing, Tinek (codename for somebody) went home real late with his own agenda. And yep, I know about it. *wink*

So Hectic, So Tiring, So Depressing and So Nakakakilig!!!

2006-01-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing that unusual happened in school today. Except for that long, long Bio assignment given. Well actually, it was not really that unusual. It so happens just to be natural and normal. Haha!! Anyways, the moment I arrived home, I started immediately with my homeworks. I think it took me an hour and a half to finish my research work in Bio. Currently, I'm done with it, thank goodness. Hmmm... I think the title doesn't really fit my post does it? Haha!! So for now, I think this is the end. Can't think of anything else to write. And oh, what about the "so nakakakilig" part of my title, well...let's just say it's my LITTLE secret. Haha!!

Oh I Hate Math! Yep, and Bio

2006-01-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

It feels so good to be back here. Haha!! I have lots of things to tell you guys. Anyways, we started our after-Christmas break-classes yesterday. My day went fine, at least except for two things. But before I arrive with those two, let me tell you guys how my day went. I went to school wearing my P.E uniform (which I really hate wearing!) because it was Wednesday. Then, we had our mass and we were placed in a really nice spot. I was with my class that time, with of course, Thea sitting beside me. Haha!! It was so windy in there and we just talked with each other the whole time. The teachers didn't even noticed how noisy we were during the priest's homily. Haha!! Well anyways, after the mass, we had our P.E class and continued on with our daily schedule. Sounds boring, ayt? Well, sort of. So OK, what was the 2 things that depressed me yesterday? Well, it was my nearly-failing QT scores in Math and Bio. Ugh!!! I was so near to crying when I received my paper. Well who will not, right? After you've studied so hard for that test then suddenly it all turns out bad. Hmmph! Moving on, the other thing that depressed me is when my best friend, Bea, told me about this guy who was also my "EX" (haha!! ex-crusshie that is) courting this girl. It was not really that depressing for me because I don't have feelings for him anymore. Although when I see him, it still somehow brings joy to me. *sigh* Life can be so confusing sometimes, ayt?

Bye Bye Freedom ----- Hello Torture

2006-01-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

OK, this day totally sucks. Why? First and foremost, today is the last day of my beloved Christmas vacation. Second, I am not allowed to stay up late tonight because I have to get up as early as 5 a.m tomorrow to get ready for school. Third, I still haven't done my grooming routines. Ugh!!! *don't ask* What more can you ask for? Haha!! Hmmm...well actually, this day isn't that bad. I still got to download new songs for my playlist because the net is working well. I also finished the fanlisting for the TV shows here in my bloggie. Hmmm...well I guess that's it. And yeah, one more thing, my sis saw my "EX" (haha!!---NOT!!!), actually he's just my ex-crush, with his berx in a nearby basketball court here in our village. Hmmm...is that something to be happy about? Well I guess not. It doesn't really matter now. Anyways, gotta run. I'll just update again whenever I feel doing so. Bye guys!!! See you all tomorrow. *kisses*

So Much For My Road Trip

2006-01-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

2:45 p.m. I went with my mom and my sis to claim my sis' uniform. While we were driving through PhilAm village, I was still having the time of my life. Haha!! A nice road trip with my trusty cellphone and iPod. Hmmm, nothing could be better...or so I thought. The moment we passed through StarMall, that is the only time we all realized that it is our color coding day. Haha!! It only means that we can't take the highway, because it's sort of illegal or something. I'm not really sure. Well anyways, it was really urgent for my sis to get her uniform because she will also be going to school the day after tomorrow-Wednesday, January 4. So my mom decided that we will park the car somewhere in StarMall and just commute up to where the uniform will be claimed. OK...so I thought, I can't go with them since I'm not dressed properly. Haha!! I was so wasted. Ugh!! So I came up with a plan to just stay in the car until they return. Pretty smart ei? Haha!!---NOT! It was sooooo damn hot in there!! Ugh!!!!!!! I spent almost an hour and a half all by myself inside our car with all the windows closed. Haha!! Fortunately, I wasn't suffocated. Haha!! So, in order to escape boredom, I just texted and listened to my playlist all the way. Hmmm... Lesson for the day: When you are stranded inside your car all by yourself with all the windows closed and with a hot, hot, HOT atmosphere, be sure to have your trusty gadgets with you. Haha!! At least that is what I learned. *wink*

Ultimate New Year Movie Marathon

2005-12-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

Let me create a new post so that I can jot down all the things I did and encountered this day. Hmmm... As usual, I woke up at 12:00 noon as always. I almost spent my whole day fixing my bloggie- uploading lots and lots of pics for my photo album and my fanlisting (by the way guys, feel free to check 'em out!!!). I ate my lunch at 4:00 p.m. Haha!! Well anyways, currently, I can hear fireworks from outside. Oh yah, it's New Year's Eve. Haha!! I really don't know how to spend my New Year's Eve. I think I'll just stay up late later or yet, again, spend my whole night watching DVDs and just sleep tomorrow morning. Hmmmphh!! Here comes boredom. *yawn* Anyways, gotta run. I'm going to watch Mona Lisa Smile on T.V. Then 13 Going on 30 and Harry Potter 3. Yeah!!! My Ultimate New Year Movie Marathon. Haha!! Happy New Year Guys!!!

Year 2006 in Approximately 4 Hours and 3 Minutes

2005-12-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

Year 2005 is nearly ending!!! I just wanna greet you guys a Happy Happy New Year! Hope year 2006 will bring so much luck and happiness for all of you. Thank you for sticking by me through my good and bad times this past few days. I really will never forget that and I promise you all that I will find a way to pay you back. Haha!! For all those whom I hurted, deep deep apology. I will try my best to change for the better so that I can have the chance to reach out to all of you. Once again, thank you, I'm sorry and Happy New Year!!! See you all in January!! Can't wait!! *wink* Haha!!

Naughty But Nice

2005-12-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm finally done designing my blog. Although it's not yet that complete- it still lacks the scrollbar colors and the cursor. I found this cute cursor with my personalized name on it. Haha!! Unfortunately, I can't find the right place on where to put the code on my template. Anyways, my layout will last until March. I don't think I can change the design in February although I really want to give it a Valentine's look. Haha!! My next design will have a pink motif and I want it to be really perfect this time. Hmmm, perfect as in with cursor and the scrollbar colors. Haha!! Well anyways, gotta run. Still have more stuffs to do.

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